The shop was supposed to get like 4 people over the next 6 months. One of the guys Steven knows was supposed to go to New York, that’s the only reason he reenlisted, they told him he was guaranteed to go. Steven was supposed to go to another shop so he could deploy next year. The MOS monitor just decided to cancel all these orders so no new people to 214, no NY, and no deployment for Steven. There’s no reason for that to happen. Please please let VEERP come into effect. It was supposed to happen this month and now their saying November. He needs to get out. The way he’s being treated is borderline hazing. No one in his shop cares about anyone but themselves. And that’s not what’s it’s supposed to be about.
I’m so fucking close;
to telling his mother shit she would hate. Just to hurt her feelings and make her hate me. Like hey btw I’m an atheist, bisexual, and I’ve had an abortion. Maybe then she would leave us the fuck alone.
I honestly don’t understand females. But I would never pay someone at a salon to do my hair just to go to a bar on thirsty Thursday. My second day curls look better than your “professional” curled hair. No. Go watch some YouTube tutorials for free and using a curling wand you already own. I understand like a birthday, prom, a wedding or some other formal event. But going to a sushi bar with 3 dudes? I could not justify spending like $40 just to have my hair curled.
So Steven is getting a sleep study dome soon. And he’s gonna see a behavioral therapist. I’m relieved all this stuff is finally happening, cause if they realize that the reason he can’t sleep is because of the anxiety he gets from his work than they’ll get him out. Ambien is starting to not work, I think it would if he took a higher dosage but the doctor hasn’t ok’d that yet and coming to get a prescription filled early won’t look good. I just want him out of there, it’s such a toxic environment. His SSgt doesn’t care about anyone but herself, and his Sgt has no business being a Sgt. He needs to get out before he loses rank. He can’t take much more. I’ve never seen him like this.
So my doctor told me to make sure I can feel my iud strings. Well if y’all wouldn’t see me and Steven last night it probably wouldn’t been one of the strangest things you’ve ever seen. Pretty sure the only reason he did it is cause the ambien had already kicked in. I had my legs spread open and he was sitting between them trying to find the string. It was so awkward but I needed help lol I’m worried my iud is lopsided cause we could only feel one string.
There is no way to find a pulmonologist covered by tricare. I even went to their website to use their search and there isn’t even an option to find one. Yet I need to see one when yuma has no one that takes tricare. I’m not going to Phoenix for a 30 min appointment. This is so fucking ridiculous.
So Steven has duty tomorrow. And they wouldn’t let him go get his uniform. He ran an errand for the squadron and when he asked to go get his uniform he was told “you’ll have time” they get off work at 6:30. Dry leavers closes at 6. And they’re closed tomorrow. He kept trying earlier this week and it was the same thing every time. “You’ll have time we won’t get out late.” So now he’s texting as many people as he can to try to borrow a uniform. I fucking hate this squadron. There’s no reason to stay late. No one else stays late. Just his little shop. The whole squadron leaves around 4:30 so nothing gets done after then anyway. He’s gonna snap. It’s only a matter of time.